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I don’t know what to feel…. I feel sad… alone… with no one to turn to… My break up with Rey was never easy to me. I find hard dealing with life as it changes my everyday routine too. I always wanted to explode just like a simple balloon whenever I feel that pain inside. No accurate words could ever explain the way I’m feeling right now. It‘s hurting me. How I wish I will woke up one day and the feeling is gone. The pain, the way I misses him, and the way I loved him. I know all of these things have reasons why it happened. How I wish too that I was that superwoman who could never feel pain. It’s turning me crazy. I’m missing him… maybe then, we’re not meant for each other. Life is good, yet, surrounded by a treacherous world. I hate this feeling…. Hope one day that it was gone… that I’ve already moved on…. To love is easy, yet, when it hurts... it really turns your world down… Now, do i still need to take the risk of falling inlove again?